There is no Happy Ending

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By Kevin Kogo


I never knew why I found solace in the parting

I always wondered why I thought of how the hurt would somehow build me to overcoming — a lost love, a broken part, a false hope, a fading friendship, and a life with holes and bare patches

I always thought that there were no happy endings — only happy seconds, happy minutes, happy hours, and happy days.

It always comes back to a state of longing, breaking, and emptying

Life is no sappy movie with a reunited kiss and a touch of rekindling.

It doesn’t stay at the pedestal of hoping.

It follows the clock that keeps on ticking.

It is a cruel yet beautifully continuous storytelling.

It is a constant climbing and plummeting.

It is not a chapter nor a tune made for stopping.

No matter what you do, your limbs will carry you both to the fall and rising.

So why do you still hope for a happy ending?

There is only a marvelous moment, a millisecond of joy, and a short glimpse of the unexchangeable merriment happening.


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